And the shadow hand

 I think I would have been lonely life alone

so I think I would have been so lonely lonely life
Rene Liu
this song, sing a lonely frustration. It is not only the song, Many articles are now a lot of songs are those sad lonely cry.
alone really scary?
yesterday evening, I dragged a long walk in the sun in shadow.
a lot of people outside There sitting on the edge of flower beds chat, there are walking on the road in hand, most of the small groups, rarely traveled alone like me, even a loner, I am afraid it has its own goals ahead.
I, no goal. lonely pure, pure loneliness.
But, I do not feel lonely are helpless, do not feel alone is sad and dreary, the opposite would think that alone is a pleasure.
I think, man, if Select a state will probably survive and his environment and experiences relevant.
small, I was the only daughter, mom and dad to work, took me a man locked in the house, without the company of children, only a few one is a mess I painted dolls, I can actually have fun
later, the family appeared a little misfortune, for some reason, I often come back to direct drilling from outside the house, shut the door, though language can also be drilled pieces scattered to squeeze under the door, but I think with this door, I will be able to separate the outside world.
Later, I had my little world. Although not much room, but after all belongs to me, in this world, the real things entirely their own is not much. In this small space, I can not go listen to I do not want to hear, I can no longer hide their likes and dislikes, I can put aside earthly annoyance to enjoy one's leisure hh this is my paradise.
Although only one person, but I am happy with my loneliness. I think I am the right person seclusion.
, of course, when a people are only happy when their own always give birth to many incidents, these incidents tend to come from other people's curiosity and speculation. Sometimes they tentatively asked me to explain what I have never, because I know, very often Language is the most useless, if they believe you would not ask these questions. If asked, just do not believe, as do not believe, why waste tongue? want others to believe a person's language, than that a person is even more difficult.
always attracted a large number of lone person's eyebrows, if not have the courage to face this startling, or do not choose alone, but I think I have the courage, perhaps just a kind of courage species of numbness, a kind of indifference.
Some people also like alone, but only to enjoy the moment because they are unable to bear the loneliness of life, they are surprised how I could be content that their living conditions are terrible. They do not understand me, I do not understand them, perhaps they are right, because the real truth is always the side that stood most of the people.
even if I'm wrong, I like the lonely, the key to a person of life can be very simple, a house, a bed, a computer, and if possible keep a small pet, if more than one person, that life is not just one more person so simple. When a novel to difficult to continue going down, some writers will choose to add additional characters, many of this people, it is possible to work even more interesting is to be said Xuebao Qin Cao Xueqin in this case into the If more than a personal life, I am afraid would be wonderful to not only the problem, because more than one person, but a person's life, and this person may also be linked to the lives of other people's lives.
So, I chose alone.
I think when God created man, all the way to create the other half, and my other half, is my shadow. I'm holding the hand through the former shadow Four Seasons, I think I will continue to hold its hand, did the future seasons.