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 Teenager, he made a dream is the most common customs and Ann.
Piece of white cloth she wore a skirt. Wash very old, white, yellow glow dim light.
Been raining like . Ann's hair is wet, drop little by little, from her hair to shed. She sat quietly, alone, know what to do.
he said, Ann, and come home with me please. He suddenly felt not touch her. Ann looked up, her face like a child, as the habit of always looked up to see him. naive, not fortified. forest, my butterfly no.
her hands there is a empty cardboard box. box fragmented and incomplete adhesion butterfly wings.
Ann's fingers suddenly shed blood red glare. She does not help to hide her hands behind her back. hurts, Lin. She said to him gently.
Each time, he is this way, awoke in the dark, panting.
she seems to be constantly rubbing a wound.
fester in time with. < br> She was in his third grade when the transfer to his class.
teacher said, On the blue, the students introduce yourself please?
-year-old girl, standing There, lonely silent. long black hair over her little face, has refused to lift her head. She was down from the city, to the grandmother in the foster care Fengxi. < br> was moved from his desk in the classroom next door with her.
she took out from the bag in a cardboard box into a table.
he said, what it is. she does not ring, but raised his head to see him. the sun girl's face was illuminated. It was the first time he saw her eyes. surprised that there are tears in his eyes. But a closer look, it is very humid Bale.
soon he found of that box that he's a secret. It is self-taught in the previous section the time. everyone is quietly doing and suddenly a butterfly flew out and circled in the classroom. Then two, three hh Soon classroom full of on the fly color colorful butterflies. children are suddenly in trouble, the laughter sounds constantly scrambling to beat.
class leader, he can only stand up instead of the teacher to maintain discipline. only sit corner, she was motionless.
he walked in front of her and pulled out cardboard boxes bird, which left a butterfly fluttering its wings in. She looked up at him, his face pale, eyes is stubborn. He hesitated a moment, put the bird box accident threw the window. and then without even looking at her, went to the front to the students of the bundle.
school, he was on campus hay saw her. evening twilight silence, she gently cries is weak. bird crumpled boxes already broken.
he stood next to her loss. this lonely city girl almost never talk to others.
he said, I can take you to catch butterflies. Nanshan, there are many.
she first spoke to him. Her voice was sweet and unusual. I just wanted to see, I did not mean.
her tears silently to drown him.
they ate dinner, went all the way to the foot of the Nanshan.
field Kongkuo silence, the darkening sky, only brown The birds flew off.
large lush reeds swaying in the wind. a quiet river slowly flowing green fields. paddy fields filled with the fragrance of ripening. here a little bit away from the town's residential areas has been far, far The could see the smoke released into the atmosphere.
he said, at night I make a string bag for you. we come back tomorrow at noon. now seems to see the butterfly.
they went home for dinner. She said that we longer follow please take a look at the past one o'clock. I've never been here before.
he took her. and then another in the mountain slopes, they found a piece of the cemetery.
around town all the dead were buried here.
tombstone erected a block of cold over the gradually falling tenderly gather, suddenly made him a little bit of fear.
she walked in the cemetery, white skirt like a butterfly's wings swept silently. while quietly read the words on the tombstone. She climbed up on the body surface of a tomb to the tomb of his horror, repeatedly called her down. He felt she suddenly became happy and free. She came from the tombstone off the purple side of Daisy, a Duo a go to plug into the hair.
I like it here. She looked at him, eyes bright, he was so upset.
Nanshan is the place they most often go.
Sometimes they go hiking. once time to climb mountains on top of the other side of the mountains and reservoirs below the village. They do not often speak together. On the mountain forests from not taking care of her. dangerous cliffs, steep ramp. she just followed him silently behind, let him look at her legs, arms and scars on the trail of blood.
down passing the cemetery, she always made to play for a while. lam to sitting on the side, watching her jump around between tombstone . Then one day she said to him, her parents divorced, who do not want her.
forest, and other grandmother passed away, I live here.
she said. I live in the cemetery with butterflies years.
He smiled over her eyes and let her go on.
talking to her have always been unruly.
gradually she got used to stay at his house for dinner. Lin's parents are like the little words girls. Sometimes she was too tired to sleep in his bed. hair still stuck in a variety of small wild flowers.
until her grandmother came to see. she fell asleep.
Lin to stay with her grandmother and took her back home.
He remembered her soft body fell on his back, braids gone, long black hair fluttering in the wind. and then, like as the petals, gently brushed his cheek .
he always remember that summer afternoon. he suddenly disappeared, she found her butterflies.
you put them all? He has never agreed with her to catch butterflies. No, I bury them. She a calm face.
what? you say? he could not believe my ears.
a butterfly died. I'm afraid they are dead. or buried as early as possible good.
you can let them go for.
Why let go? they belong to me.
he is so angry. do not want to say any words, one to push her.
night, her grandmother to find his home, said she did not go home for dinner.
began to rain, she wore a white dress flashing in the night gently. he found her, have her hair wet. She sat on the cemetery a piece of stone steps, arm in his hand had thrown away broken box.
looked up to see him, he saw tears in her eyes. He suddenly realized her inner loneliness and
fear. He put his hand gently on the cover in her eyes.
I will never catch butterflies. forest. I bury them here. She gave him a small mound on the grass. She fingers are dirt.
like a lot of blood. She shook her finger.
her hand in his palm. It is cold hands. He looked at her only pain . That year she was fourteen years old.
That night, he came back to her back.
his back to her through the dark cemetery, the rain put them all wet. She suddenly asked him, Forestry, why some tombstone inscribed the names of two people, because they alive together, do not want to separate after death.
us of that. We are not to be separated after death.
you want me to do with you?
Yes. forest. We live in the following, you can also climb Nanshan before dawn to go.
silly.
he could not help but laugh. only to find she had fallen asleep on his back. < br> the age of sixteen, she left the Fengxi. because my grandmother passed away. One of her uncle to bring her back to the city to take.
bus station in the town, he took out a silver bracelet for her , above a rough carved his own butterfly.
I always wanted to get a butterfly for you will not die.
he said, you will want to do?
she placed it to her skinny wrist, looked up to him smiling.
his hand over her mischievous eyes, let her see my tears.
release came, his hands a warm heart wet.
dust, the car slowly climb up the winding mountain road.
few of her letters.
every time he is a person reached the top, they would often climb up to sit on that The large rock, watching her letter.
forest, good uncle to me. I want to leave here, go somewhere else. I've started to make money, part-time singing in a bar. They like me to sing.
her letter did not address. he can not go out to write a letter to send to her. Ann, I Examination to college, and soon to your city. Please wait for me.
letter he had written Gently tear up the top of the mountain watching the wind blow away the paper.
her to his college to see him.
him out of the dormitory, I saw her standing under the cherry trees, smiling at him .
spring afternoon sun pouring water, the girl's white dress came a faint sheen. dark hair, bright eyes.
he suddenly found himself in the sun blink.
Ann. He only called her name.
she laughs. laugh and put her hand on his face, covered his eyes. as they often do the same before.
they really are grow up.
She told him she was not admitted to the University, for the time being did not find formal work.
in the coffee shop, he saw her out from the pack on a three to five, in order to put a skilled position into the lips.
I now have to work to feed themselves, Lin. my uncle who does not matter.
that your parents do.
do not know where they are. she made a meaningless expression. < br> night to hear me sing all right. She said, you may not like it. but this is my way of life now.
he went. It was a great Disco Bar. hustle and bustle of the music and smell of tobacco that suffocation. halftime when her three slow songs to sing.
sling she wore a small skirt, long hair and half-cover your face, painted eyebrows provoked, is a shiny dark lipstick Purple.
forest, good, ah, to enjoy myself. She touched his face, and leaves stage to go.
a small, faint light hit her. Her voice is sweet. like a tear slowly satin.
audience is embracing the dark silhouette of the dance floor, perhaps no one listening to her songs. but she does sing very well.
he suddenly found himself in the heart is in pain.
He left there in silence.
that night, he dreamed of her.
Fengxi she left, he often did this dream.
She sat in the cemetery stone steps, his hand had been thrown away his cardboard box. lifted face looked at him, tears in eyes.
he gently said, I will get it back to your butterfly.
Safety .
He put his hand to her eyes covered up. and then to tears.
the way he buried himself in studies. Maybe this is the only way.
He also tried on She said that safety, please do not go there to sing. I have a scholarship, I can go out and do tutor, a translator. let me take charge of your life, okay.
she smiled and said, well, forest . I have a bottle of perfume is enough to cook your tutor of the year.
my life and you have not the same. you know. I was a drift of people. I have been drifting down, not stop. I do not know where I can stop.
She looked at his face, trying to tease him happy. We go to the mountains instead, Lin. Remember that you accidentally at the top. We hid in the bush, You told me to hide your clothes in the head. I hear your heart beating.
I suddenly was not afraid.
that is it. Now you need to do my refuge.
now I face not only a heavy rain. Lin.
of a heavy life.
silence he began to go.
clear that the girl has a pair of displaced uninhibited eyes. She is a sudden He spoke, in going to night classes end. He is the cherry wood smoke on campus.
He looked at her. a girl in school did not dare talk to him because of his silence. Although almost every girl are excellent for this handsome boy full of academic curiosity. but clear difference. cleared just in, the headmaster's daughter. He goes to see a beautiful face, there is a face familiar to him. stubborn, but naive.
Do you know what. he said.
know you're a hopeless thing to do. She smiled gently. know how to describe the love that the Bible.
she said, love, like catching the wind. You want to capture bound wind up to be discrete.
that year he was a senior student. about to graduate.
he thought foreign to work. maybe it's paid enough to buy a bottle of perfume for his safety. Ann did not know her, then he has multiple injuries .
advised him, but stayed clear. She said, forest, your character is not suitable to go outside running around. We should always stay in the school. My father worked here I hope you.
he bought her down the stairs back to the dormitory. In Lou Daokou Qing suddenly said to him, forest, you thought you. Sometimes we can only own one world people together. that is the safest.
he said, What you would like.
I think that I was the most suitable for you. her eyes down to the hard on him. I will wait until you see so far.
look down over her, gently kissed his hair, turned to go upstairs.
He stood there for a moment, then turned around.
he saw the security, safety does not appear a long time, quietly stood under the cherry trees, smiling He.
all explanations are superfluous.
he wants security will not need his explanation. and he did not know how to explain. silence, only to hear the sound of the wind through the woods. cherry powdery white petals falling like rain.
Ann said, I see you, forest, they say you go out. But I know you're here. I waited a long time.
she went to him, put his hand stick to your eyes. do not let me see the darkness. forest. do not let me see your tears.
he felt her eyes are dry. fingers cold.
her hair is incomplete petals. Gloomy aroma exudes.
his tears silently into her dark hair.
Fengxi me back to you? Ann.
she gently shook his head.
I have no way back. Lin. I go too far. can not go back.
a week later, she went to Hainan.
no sound of his pain.
Maybe she did not love him . he wanted.
sleepless night, he went alone outside the dorm,
tree downstairs to see cherry trees. powdery white petals falling in the night wind. that the girl is no longer white cotton dress appears. his mind every crack, pain and bleeding, and can only be filled past. He held out his hand, feeling the wind from his fingers crossed silently.
Since graduated, he returned with a clear Fengxi to visit his parents.
clear evening, found him sitting there in the cemetery. purple small flowers swaying in the wind, twilight filled the field, he looked at the birds fly over the silence.
she said, go back eat, Lin. We'll be back tomorrow morning to go.
Lin stood up. His hands were stained with mud. do you like it here, the Qing. he asked her.
clear his head. why should love it here ? I feel very uneasy.
He smiled.
silence will lose the original language of the heart. He no longer speak.
to see Ann, he has taught for three years at the university book. and Qing engaged.
day in the streets, try a dress in the store clean.
he stood in the doorway watching the bustling crowd. is already late autumn afternoon, the street on both sides of the plane falling large areas yellow leaves.
he thought he saw under a tree opposite stood a girl dressed in white. Some sweet laughter rang in his heart.
his way through the crowd to her. to see her smiling sun with upturned face, introspective.
forest, please. her long hair cut, a disorderly broken hair, wearing a cotton shirt big the wide, mast cloth pants. bright Shuiguang eyes glittering.
he nodded. clear voice rang across the street, she wore a bright red satin dress, could not find him.
I passed. he said.
good. she laughs.
when he turned around, heard in their mind all the time to fill the cracks in a section of distraction. He's wearing a cheongsam, in front of his fiancee. He told himself not to go back .
'll never go back.
life has been calm water. or to continue day after day.
behind her gently, but he heard the call. Lin.
she told him name.
This is the voice deep in his heart.
almost disconcerted him to go back and look for the white shadow.
he did not want to know her three years experience. He only know that she has returned to his side. lonely, haggard pale, no hair. may be a cruel plot.
like an ostrich, he, like his own doubts and dark hidden.
leave the clear process is difficult. for the time he gave up the university's work and reputation has always been good.
they moved to the apartment, he found a foreign work, just want to earn more money.
after a busy day of heavy work, the only consolation is the way home, think of safety at home.
She bought a used sewing machines, all the curtains, tablecloths, bed sheets, cushion warm tone into gingham.
on the balcony filled with plants and flowers and plants, and even species of the gourd and grapes. the table stood a large pot of water lilies reared. wear the shirt of his day and pressed flat by the whole suit on the bed.
night he was at the computer writing Email to customers, she gave him to cook hot coffee. and then climbed on his back to go, Rouluan his hair, like a cat the same spoiled.
sometimes against his Tuibian quietly reading. When he finished it, and often found that she had fallen asleep.
he did not know how long this can last for life.
He knew she could make a perfect wife, but the dull atmosphere of peace, she can not stop uninhibited soul displaced. He knew her beauty can only rely on her indulgence and freedom.
Perhaps he sometimes expect her to tell him. She seems to hide all her wounds and memories.
as she was ten years old, and he went mountain climbing, often followed silently behind him. never asked him for help.
he suddenly found himself in fear, her soul like the tide once again filled with uncertainties, as desperate to drown him.
she said to him, Lin, I think get a job.
My income to maintain our lives should be no problem.
I just want to look for something to do. She knelt down and rubbed the wooden floor. I would like to do housework. just want to have time off work.
He was silent. heard her drop on the cloth a little bit to play on the floor.
what you can do, he said.
she turned pale.
all your sacrifices constantly reminded me , I have lost you.
but I do not think so. I do not need to be reminded.
you want me to be honest and explain what? I do not want.
my past has nothing to do with others.
He looked at her gloomily. Her sharp language. She would not even allow him to do an ostrich. any time she can do whatever they want. and he in addition to waiting and pain, powerlessness.
He went over catching her hair, dragged her into the bathroom. fierce shower of cold water to spray down, he pushed her to go inside. anger and despair to his whole body trembling.
struggled with her stubborn, but silent. her head against the wall, drop of blood in the bath outside the white tile. he was tough to live in her uniform. All youth self-esteem and hopelessness in the past. the ragged country boy standing in the middle of the city to girl. spotless white sarong. dusty winding road. And he could only watch her go far. burst into tears in the bright sunlight.
efforts even though he is now among the city, want to She better, she has always been that without his care, rebellious girl.
tell me, do you feel pain. Tell me, did you ever feel the pain. He put her Yang first pull up. heated water, she can close your eyes, she could not breathe.
she cried. in fear and pain, she screamed. you have been reluctant to touch me. you I knelt in front of you to repent. Let me tell you how to live in Hainan.
I was leaning against the bar to sing, dance burlesque make a living. I am shameless dirty.
he hit a ball with her ears .
with blood on her face.
broke away she fought him, ran to the door.
he could not find her.
a whole night, he confused and anxious on the road ground running. like a drop of water she disappeared without a trace.
he hit her. he thought. He just can do nothing on their own.
finally feel as if to lie down in the street, walked into a small the bar, get drunk their own irrigation.
two in the morning when the bar owner said to him, sir, you do not I call you a car back.
he seemed to sober up. He said, I can back.
the bill, he asked the boss, if you fall in love with a girl ten years old, think about it, until you nearly three years of age, you will continue to love her.
thought. boss smiled at him. love a woman, the best love her one night.
but I will. he said.
I will always love to fester out of his heart, not pain the heart is gone.
that morning, he began to dream.
or her age when her home late at night behind her back. Her grandmother lantern walk in front of the broken Fengxi gravel road is wet. her braids scattered, soft hair flowing down like water, and gently hit his face. And her sleeping little face, attached to the left side of his neck. That the warm fragrance of a small piece of skin.
his back to her in the dim candlelight walk. It seems to go a different night road. He can only keep going. tired and happy.
He smiled gently in the dark.
tears are cold.
and then in the dim dawn, he felt her back.
She silently bent over his pillow, pale And tired.
forest, I'm back. she whispered, I went all night with nowhere to go.
He extended his hand to touch the wound on her forehead. He said I'm sorry. Ann.
They are no more. Language is pale.
deep entanglement and injury has been unable to use any language of reconciliation.
it was his first minor her. her soft, delicate petals of the same body.
in Eros intense and desperate, his tears silently fell on her face.
I always wanted a child. Ann. A girl like you. when you leave me, let her accompany me.
he once again that she would. He does not help to want to touch the soul hidden inside her body.
she suddenly cried. She said, you should not leave the Qing.
forest. I only cause pain.
Yes, I know she is right for me. but met her, I have not free.
I can make you free. Lin.
That is probably the day I die . He kissed her tears.
I do not want the fate of confrontation.
you to bear my sins in this life. I'll never not be saved.
he was too tired. intoxication and fell asleep.
but soon woke up. He suddenly had a premonition that she would leave him.
Ann. He called her name, finding her hand.
I am. Lin. I here. She immediately grabbed his hand.
to be good to sleep ah, Lin. She bent down to look at him.
as her face is like a child, quiet and innocent.
he said, you do not go up.
her he smiled and nodded. gently hand in his eyes covered.
her eyes dark and bright. then closes his eyes and see before the final moment.
he has to wake up before noon.
room was silent. noon sprinkled bright sunlight coming from the balcony. just grazed the wooden floor is wet. Hanging out on drying racks washed his shirt. hot coffee on the table exudes fragrance. a big bottle of still glowing through the water droplets above the lily.
the beginning of all and every day the same.
but she is gone.
he was sometimes a people sitting on the floor of the bathroom to smoke. to sit dawn.
clear to see him. He has been home for a long time off.
floor is full of cigarette butts and food wrappers simple.
Lin . please, do not. Qing gently caress his face.
she is always to go. She just thought your side to rest. you could not keep her.
fixed his eyes looked fixed a tile tub outside, then the top left of the dark and her blood.
he said, it is not.
her tears. her pain. In her desperation, she begged to have his self-esteem and promise.
but he destroyed her.
you know, the Qing. I beat her before, has been reluctant to touch her. when she was trying to do the best.
she wanted to forget her previous life. But I never told her, marry me, Ann, please be my wife.
She is a person without any sense of security. But I know she had a silent hope.
hope I've broken her. We can not forgive and forget.
his tears, shame, looked clean. He did not want her to see his tears.
clear, maybe you're right . We are only one of the world and his people together will be safe.
no choice but we are.
no choice. I can only wait for her again.
that evening, he saw her.
she sat on the steps of the cemetery, white cotton dress, studded with wild flowers on dark hair. But many butterflies stop at her body, her face was smiling. < br> forest, I and my butterflies live here. she said.
It began to rain. cold rain, playing in her face. her hair was wet.
waiting for me , Ann. promise me that I have to wait until this date.
good. She gently nodded.
warmth and comfort of his mind as the feelings of youth.
know she'll be there. not and then leave.
This is their last contract period. He suddenly no longer feel fear.
week later, he received a message sent from Guizhou.
which he was sixteen in her silver bracelet when she sent.
even if she left him again and again, that bracelet around her always.
remote rural areas of the school principal wrote to him, tell him where she taught for a year books, died in childbirth.
hope he can take her little girl. This is the only testament.
he looked at that date.
but it was his dream to her that night.
she really came to say goodbye, and similar to his.